The Bodhisattva Child Project

Maithuna : The Art of Sacred Sex

2011-07-31T16:03:00.001+08:00

You are Aphrodite and Adonis as soft flesh endlessly dances on
flesh among the brilliant flowers of Mount Olympus.
You are the roil and roll of the universe
in the never ending movement of creation.
You are mastodons in rut,
but you are also a point of light beyond
manifestation.
That point explodes into a million fragments
like fireworks in cosmic eternity.
The two of you are one
but even the one melts into nothingness.
Finally, beyond thought, concept or even feeling at all
is the indescribable ecstasy
as your personality dies.
There is only god-consciousness in all directions and in all time
which is out of time forever.

And this is Maithuna, the meditation of sex.

Maithuna is the Sanskrit word for union. Maithuna is yogic sexual union. It means, act or instance of uniting two or more things into one state of being or, a spiritual uniting in order to bring about concord.

This is the unity of creating one from two, an escape from the duality system in which we live. Surrounded by a society that teaches us the convoluted platitudes and attitudes of t.v. soap operas and of advertising in a sort of perpetual adolescence of spirit, we unlearn the sexual ecstasy that is our birthright.

Sex is available to almost every adult. It cannot be made illegal, (although laws in different places including the United States have circumscribed the kind of sex that is legal and given bitter punishment or even death for those who transgress the "law")

Sexual voyaging should take us on journeys to incredible spaces of consciousness and union with many levels of infinite reality, but that takes unlearning much of what religion has promulgated and our parents, in their ignorance, passed on to us.

Making love is a way of getting high,
perhaps ultimately the only way.
We make love when we walk down the street
and smile at an old person;
we make love when we pet an animal.
In all of our daily inter-relating with people and with things,
we either create more love
or break down the love that exists.
Sexual intercourse is one form of making love.

(The following instructions use heterosexual terminology; their content, though, is valid for the coming together of yin and yang however it manifests.)

Unfortunately many of us are so separated from our bodies that we wear uncomfortable clothing, over-eat, smoke tobacco and use the “missionary” position in sexual intercourse. This position in which the man is on top of the woman, makes it very difficult for her to adequately respond.

Since a woman’s body is slower to arousal than a man’s (it is said to take at least eighteen minutes before real union can start to occur), it is necessary for the woman to influence the timing during intercourse if the
partners are to become one with each other. This necessitates a real ego-loss from both partners since our society has taught the man to lead and the woman to be passive.

Even more damaging to a spiritually conscious sex life is the myth that orgasm is the summit of sexual experience. Maithuna may lead to experiences that make orgasm seem pallid by comparison, to the place of original creation where the earth emerges, cells multiply, life evolves in its many facets.

The feeling that orgasm is necessary can be an anchor grounding the personality. If the man does not come to climax, his emotional reaction may make it difficult for him to let go of his personality. On the other hand, if the woman is using fantasy or play acting to stimulate her body into rapid response, she loses touch with her partner. It isn’t “bad” to do any of that. But prolonged moments of such separation make the most ecstatic levels of love-making impossible to achieve.

So, ‘rule’ number one: it is of primary importance that orgasm is not the most important end to this union. Somebody, perhaps Alan Watts, said that orgasm is a delightful punctuation in the act of making love.

The second ‘rule’: the woman must be chiefly responsible for timing the sexual act. She will slow things down if she feels it is too fast and suggest the next move physically or verbally. To do this she needs to lose ego, to be very aware, at least in the beginning, of her own body and what responses it is giving.

Telepathic communication grows through truth-telling.
Rule three; The two partners must agree to tell the truth to each other at all times. Truth, in this case, is what you are feeling or where your thoughts go. Remain centered on each other.

The Star of David is a diagram of the maithuna position of love making. The partners are facing each other, the man sitting with his legs crossed, the woman sitting on him with her legs around him. In this position there can be no higher or lower, no first and second, no beginning and no end.

Maithuna, sometimes called Kerraza or Dianism in the West or Yab-Yum in Tibet, takes time; it is a true meditation. So pick an unpressured day or evening. To touch the aeons takes a feeling of unfettered leisure.

Start slowly. Take a bath together. Throw rose petals in the bath water; light candles and incense so that the bathing place itself becomes an altar.

Look each other deep in the eyes until faces shift and thoughts fade. Tell each other how much you care. Now is the safe time to let go of anything held back, any untruths, fears, equivocations. Touch softly on the face, the shoulders, the hair. After your bath dry each other with soft towels and rub yourselves with sacred scents, perhaps with amber in pure oil.

Lie down in front of a fire or on a bed with soft blankets, and massage each other with long, slow movements of hands and arm. Push your hands slowly up each other’s backs about an inch on each side of the spine, from the sacroiliac, sacred space of energy, to the base of the neck where we gather such tension during the course of our daily wanderings. Breathe deeply. As you massage each other, be aware of the moment. Your world right now is that spot where fingers meet back. Concentrate on it. Where flesh touches flesh, you two are already coming together in a sacred space.

When you are ready, sit up comfortably and face each other. Your legs can be crossed if you are at ease that way, or you can prop yourselves against pillows or even in a very large chair. If you use consciousness expanding sacraments, now is a good time to partake of them.

Breathe deeply, look into each other’s eyes again, and see each other as divine. Behold god and goddess existing beyond your bodies and yet in them, beyond your personalities and yet acting through them. Be conscious. As you gaze, your partner’s face will shift and change, fade and become brilliant. Like a Picasso portrait, you may see simultaneous faces, one imprinted on the other.

Deepening your meditation as you look at each other third eye to third eye, you may see that third eye actually manifesting on the flesh between and just above the eyebrows. If you need to pull your attention away, stop and discuss that need, what you were thinking about and why. In your growing telepathic sensitivity, there is nothing to be ashamed of, and there is everything to share. The inner core of you has been waiting so long, lifetimes perhaps, for this very moment of intimacy.

This eye meditation is so powerful that you may just want to practice this yoga for several days without having union on any other level. The longer you practice it, the closer you will get, and the higher genital union will be when you finally come to it.

Maithuna is the art of vibrational rather than frictional sex. You may move in The Great Dance, but not until your bodies tell you that it is time. Until then sit quietly looking into each other’s eyes. Expect nothing. Make no demands. Just as waves of sound move together in resonance or discord, if the vibrations are not integrated and in harmony between you and your partner, true union is impossible to achieve yet.

Have a soft light; you don’t want to make love in the dark but to enhance the senses, to dilate every avenue of sight, sound, smell with the wonder of each other. This is a meditation in concentration.

This is a visualization, not in the mind, but in the flesh. The Goddess or God is sitting before you as vulnerable and open to love as you are. It wears the face and form of your Loved One. Take as much time as you need to appreciate and truly feel each other as Deity. This gift and wonder is given those who truly yearn to find the cosmic love that irradiates everything on all levels of reality.

After a space of time, however long or short it may be, you will want to touch each other, to feel the warm of flesh. Fingers gently move in unison, dance together in the air in a lingering caress that neither leads nor is led but is a simple knowing of each other. You touch on shoulders, face, on breasts. You may lose consciousness of which are fingers and which is the receiving skin as your two bodies slowly become one body caressing itself.

Don’t try to hold on to anything. Rise and fall on the varied levels of awareness. You may feel humor, happiness, sadness or even journey beyond any feeling, lost in the dance of sweet flesh touching flesh.

Eventually you will want to be closer. It might be hours or seem like days, but since you are traveling in and out of time with no destination in mind, it doesn’t really matter. At last the need for closer contact develops. And then the shakti, divine female energy, sits on the man’s crossed legs. Bodies come close together in a sweet glow of soma. Intuitive. Knowing almost without words where and how to move but using gentle words when they come. Feeling. Becoming One as centuries wheel and time collapses on itself.

If you separate sometimes and become two again, that’s fine. Go back to looking in each other’s eyes. When you know that the time is right, your bodies will come together even more intimately. The shakti will put her legs around the man’s waist, and his penis will penetrate her. Keep your bodies quiet. There is no need for for anything further to happen, no goals. Just a very slow pulsation of energy. You are secure together.

Your vision becomes even more surreal.
You are the Tibetan deities locked in an embrace that ends duality.
Eventually there is only the blooming of the genitals,
boundary lines disappearing, no penis, no vagina.
There is only the fiery stillpoint of creation.
There may be the history of the world,
the slow slide of crystalline mud,
thunderstorms raging over desolate landscapes,
dinosaurs roaring in wild freedom.
Or nebulae wheeling through great heavens.
Or goddess stepping forth to caress you
with the blessing of fearlessness.

It may become the quietness before creation that builds strange planets of tender sweetness. The movement begins; that one magnificent energy tightens and relaxes, feels itself, knows ecstasy.

Although you are merged, you are yourselves also, and the woman knows when to relax. The man knows when to pull back a moment.

This is a meditation of self-control that aims at losing self and finding it again, the cosmic game of hide and seek that we all play in our own ways.

It is possible to stop and start over again many times. You may want to even separate, feed each other, talk, and return yet once again to sexual union.

You can sit, melded in embrace, for many hours experiencing almost infinite levels of being. When the time comes, there will not be two of you any more. There is only a shared awareness of the movement of molecules, of being yourselves in the body of Source, of being Source itself.

Sometime an explosion permeates every atom of your consciousness until there is not even one of you any more. You have become the universe together in the very core of your being. This is the summation of Maithuna,
sometimes called Tantric Sex.

This is the experience that makes orgasm
look like “the little death” it is often called.
This is a Big Death, an overwhelming death, a
death that vibrates in its aliveness, a joyous death,
a wonderfilled adventure through time and space.
It is a surrender of personality and individuality to
that essence that underlies and fills every thing and non-thing.

You rest in serenity, knowing that you are beautiful
and that your beloved is beautiful and that all of creation is very beautiful.

Don’t be disappointed if all this does not happen the first time you try it. Be patient with yourself and your lover. That very patience and surrender to what is will help you to grow, understand and succeed. Familiarity with sexual self-control may take time. Most yogic practices do. In India, where reincarnation is real and the separate soul, which is the monad, learns and grows from one incarnation to the next, time is of little importance.

To experience the truly ecstatic states
of Maithuna, time must be your servant.

Good journeying.
May this little meditation help you and all sentient beings.

The Sutra of Sex :D

2011-06-29T23:22:00.001+08:00

Drukpa Kunley's Sutra of Sex

'In Sanskrit: Nga'i mje sha-ra-ra!
In Tibetan: Bu-mo'i stu-la shu-ru-ru!
This is the discourse on mundane pleasure.

'The virgin finds pleasure in her rising desire,
The young tiger finds pleasure in his consummation,
The old man finds pleasure in his fertile memory:
That is the teaching on the Three Pleasures.
The bed is the workshop of sex,
And should be wide and comfortable;
The knee is the messenger of sex,
And should be sent up in advance;
The arm is the handle of sex,
And it should clasp her tightly;
The vagina is a glutton for sex,
And should be sated again and again:
That is the teaching upon Necessity.
It is taboo to make love to a married woman,
It is taboo to make love to a girl under ten,
It is taboo to make love to a menstruating woman
Or a woman under a vow of celibacy:
That is the teaching on the Three Taboos.
Hunger is the mark of an empty stomach,
A large penis is the mark of an idiot,
Passionate lust is the mark of a woman:
That is the teaching on the Three Marks.
The impotent man has little imagination,
Bastards have little virtue,
The rich have little generosity:
That is the teaching on the Three Deficiencies.
A Lama's joy is a gift,
A politician's joy is flattery,
A woman's joy is her lover:
That is the teaching on the Three Joys.
Sinners hate the pious and devout,
The rich hate loose spendthrifts,
Wives hate their husbands' mistresses:
That is the teaching on the Three Hates.
For blessing worship the Lama,
For power worship the Deity,
For efficiency worship the Reality Protectors:
This is the teaching on the Three Objects of Worship.
Pay no respect to mean Lamas,
Pay no respect to immoral monks,
Pay no respect to dogs, crows or women:
That is the teaching on the Three Rejects.
The Discipline's purpose is to calm and pacify,
The Vow to serve others is to free from self-will,
The Tantra's purpose is to teach unity of polarity:
That is the teaching on the Three Vehicles.
The starving beggar has no happiness,
The irreligious have no divinity,
The wanderer has no bonds or commitment:
That is the teaching on the Three Lacks.
He who is without honesty has a dry mouth,
He who is without spirituality makes no offering,
He who is without courage does not make a general:
That is the teaching on the Three Zeros.
The sign of a rich man is a tight fist,
The sign of an old man is a tight mind,
The sign of a nun is a tight vagina:
That is the teaching on the Three Constrictions.
The fast talker inserts himself into the centre of a crowd,
Monastic wealth inserts itself into the monks' stomachs,
Thick penises insert themselves into young girls:
That is the teaching on the Three Insertions.
The mind of a Bodhisattva is smooth,
The talk of self-seekers is smoother,
But the thighs of a virgin are smoother than silk:
That is the teaching on the Three Smooth Things.
Immoral monks have thin skirts,
Widows and spinsters have thin stomachs and clothes,
Fields without manure bear thin crops:
That is the teaching on the Three Thin Things.
Kunley never tires of girls,
Monks never tire of wealth,
Girls never tire of sex:
That is the teaching on the Three Indefatigables.
Although mind is clear, one needs a Lama;
Although a lamp burns brightly, it still needs oil;
Although Mind is self-evident, it needs recognition:
That is the teaching on the Three Needs.'

[From The Divine Madman pp.108-10]

Letting go of myself...

2011-04-08T16:12:00.004+08:00

Dear,

I am letting go of her.. fond memories of her will reside and stay in my heart ...
Letting go for her, to be like sufferless like the wind, moving freely ...
let my heart flow, let love flow, let love into my heart to accept as all things as it is..
let sunshine, love and gratitude flow in and out througout freely and eddlessly, with thanks and deep sense of gratidude...

let it flow from the heart, from inside of me, freely . free like the bird and ride swiftly upon in the wind, upon the clouds, with love and thanks residing deeply inside of me...

To live freely and love and acceptance..
Breathe in , breath out, love compassion trust acceptance & forgivingness..

let go of her, let go... let go

love,

Project 11 in aid of the Prostheses Foundation ! Support!

2011-03-26T00:56:00.002+08:00

Dear Friends, Pls help to spread the message! :)

Help support http://vesakcelebrations.sg/activities/benevolence/faqs-for-project-11/
&
http://www.prosthesesfoundation.or.th/original/eng/indexEn.htm

Dear all

Following on the exercise to collect ring tabs to make Prostheses (artificial legs) from Amputees, SBF is working on collaboration with Golden Village and Schools as possible collection points for the ring tabs.

They are looking for volunteers who could help to pick up the collection boxes from the Cinemas and Schools and delivered to the storage area at Kong Meng San Phor Kark See Monastery. The actual location spot and date will be confirmed later.

In collaboration with SBF, we are helping to collect ring tabs from canned drinks and food which will be used to make Prostheses (artificial legs) for Amputees. They are hoping to collect 5 tonnes of ring tabs by end of May 2011. For more details of this project, you may refer to the email attached below.

If you do consumed canned food or drinks, please keep the tabs and you can drop them off at the following address :

Kong Meng San Phor Kark See Monastery
(Reception Office)
88 Bright Hill Road
Singapore 574117
Daily 9am to 5pm

Singapore Buddhist Federation
(Main Lobby)
59 Lorong 24A Geylang
Singapore 398583
Daily 9am to 5pm

Awareness Place Well Being Centre Blk 231 Bain Street
#03-39 Bras Basah Complex Singapore 180231
Daily 10am to 6pm (Close on PH)

TLC Student Care Centre
(Ang Mo Kio Branch)
Blk 621 Ang Mo Kio Ave 9
#01-68 Singapore 560621
Mon to Fri: 7am to 7pm
Sat: 7am to 1:30pm

TLC Student Care Centre
(Choa Chu Kang Branch)
Blk 684A Choa Chu Kang Crescent
#01-308 Singapore 681684
Mon to Fri: 7am to 7pm
Sat: 7am to 1:30pm

Maple Lifestyle 195 Pearl’s Hill Terrace
#01-32 Singapore 168976
Mon to Fri: 9.30am to 5pm

CD Retail Shop Pearl’s Centre
100 Eu Tong Seng Street
#01-26 Singapore 168976
Daily 12pm to 8pm

Thank You ! :D

Candamaharosana tantra

2011-03-23T12:43:00.001+08:00

Homage to the Supreme Lord Candamaharosana!

Then the Supreme Lord spoke, paying homage to his Supreme lady
with five mandalas, asking her:

'My darling, my joy,
How shall the yogi know your form?
How should he show his respect, my Supreme Lady,
And how should he honour you?'

And the Supreme Lady [the Divine Mother] replied:

'All female forms in the sky and above and below the earth,
All high or low births, are my forms.
All invisible female beings are my forms:
All goddesses and demi-goddesses,
All titanesses and demonesses,
All serpent beings, nature goddesses and ghost maidens,
All lotus eaters and female devils,
And all human girls too,
All female animals and hungry ghosts,
All priestesses and high born ladies,
All trading women and working women,
All those born as writers and queens,
Teachers and scholars,
Tax collectors and gardeners,
Prostitutes and dyers,
Potters and huntresses,
Outcastes, musicians and toilet cleaners,
Washerwomen, barmaids and sweet-makers,
Blacksmiths' women, courtesans and dancers,
Bronzesmiths' and goldsmiths' women,
Fisherwomen and butchers' women,
Butter churners and flower-women,
Ascetics and conch-shell artisans,
Cane-splitters and poetesses,
Cow-herds and arrow-makers,
Stone-masons' women,
Wood gathers and jewellers:
I come in the form of women of all classes and trades,
And I am mother, sister and wife,
Aunt and niece,
Great-aunt and mother-in-law,
And every other kind of female relation.
And I am every tantric practitioner and yogini,
And widow and ascetic.
I take the forms of all these women
Who now live to serve all sentient beings.

'Confident each in her own mode,
Whichever form the yogi encounters
He should kiss and embrace her,
And uniting lotus and vajra in consummation
He serves and honours her.
With an altruistic desire to aid all sentient beings,
Serving women through love, the yogin gains power.
Power is bestowed instantaneously -
For that reason the yogin should serve women.
Woman is heaven and woman is truth,
Woman is the highest ascetic path,
The Buddha is woman and women are the community,
And woman is perfect wisdom.

'Women are distinguished psychologically
Through fivefold colour classification.
The blue woman is called Immutable Anger Yogini,
The white woman is called Immutable Ignorance Yogini,
The yellow woman is called Immutable Calumny Yogini,
The red woman is called Immutable Desire Yogini,
The green woman is calld Immutable Jealousy Yogini,
And the Supreme Lady Perfection of Wisdom is fivefold unity.

'Vajrayogini should be worshipped with offerings,
With wine, food and flowers and everything pleasurable,
And the yogin should array her with fine clothes,
Paying her respect with clear speech
And pressing his palms together courteously.
Regarding her and fondling her with attention
He should engage her in clear conversation,
And constantly kissing her and caressing her,
He should worship Vajrayogini.
Physically worshipped by those who are able
And verbally and mentally by those who are not,
To those who satisfy me through worship
I will grant all my powers.

'I am nowhere if not in the bodies of all women.
So rejecting all other paths, worship women!
This is the supreme act of worship of me,
And serving me in this way
The aspirant gains satisfaction and supreme power.
When he enters the path of insight
He is given perfectly discriminating vision of me,
Constantly, everywhere.
Meditating upon all forms without exception as myself,
He should make love to his own woman,
Visualising her as my embodiment,
And uniting lotus and vajra [sexual organs] in consummation
I will give him enlightenment.
Accordingly, devoted to me in all my forms,
That yogin is supreme in every way.
And through this method, in complete consummation,
The practitioner attains total devotion.

'He should not live in fear of sin,
In fear of the lower realms like hell.
Insofar as he fears samsara's stings,
To that extent he becomes impotent.
Although sin has not the slightest existence,
And virtue and merit do not exist at all,
Sin and merit were contrived
To protect the mind from life's pain.
Mind is the measure of all things
And all things last only for the duration of the thought.

'Who will go to heaven and who to hell?
Insofar as beings die with a poisoned imagination
Those who are free of the power of poison go to heaven
And those who faint away under the power of poison go to hell.
Thus ignorant people go to heaven or hell,
While the wise, totally comprehending,
Attain nirvana.
But if nirvana is taken as mere emptiness,
Like a lamp after a gust of wind,
This nihilism, like the paths of reward and retribution,
Brings enlightenment no closer.
Abandoning all such preoccupations, then,
The aspirant should devote himself to me,
And undoubtedly he will be granted power and awareness,
The powers of Candamaharosana, instantaneously.'

2011-03-21T16:12:00.000+08:00

If you cannot face directly into your sexuality,
You will never discover your true spirituality.
Your Earthly Spirit leads to discovering your Heavenly Spirit.
Look at what created you to discover what will immortalize [heal] you.

—White Tigress Manual

Buddhism / 2012

2009-10-28T17:22:00.000+08:00

Remote viewing is nothing new in Tibetan monasteries. For thousands of years remote viewing in the middle of other spiritual activities have dominated Tibetan culture. What some Indian tourists came to learn from a few Tibetan monasteries under the current Chinese rule is extremely alarming and fascinating.

According to these tourists remote viewers are seeing world powers in the course of self-destruction. They also see that the world will not be destroyed. Between now and 2012 the world super powers will continue to engage in regional wars. Terrorism and covert war will be the main problem. In world politics something will happen in and around 2010. At that time the world powers will threaten to destroy each other.

Between 2010 and 2012, the whole world will get polarized and prepare for the ultimate dooms day. Heavy political maneuvers and negotiations will take place with little progress.

In 2012, the world will start plunging into a total destructive nuclear war.

And at that time something remarkable will happen, says, Buddhist monk of Tibet. Supernatural divine powers will intervene. The destiny of the world is not to self-destruct at this time.

Scientific interpretation of the monks� statements makes it evident that the Extra Terrestrial powers are watching us every step of the way. They will intervene in 2012 and save the world from self-destruction.

When asked about recent UFO sightings in India and China, the monks smiled and said the divine powers are watching us all. Mankind cannot and will not be allowed to alter the future to that great extent.

Every human being though their current acts in life called �Karma� can alter the future lives to some extent, but changing the destiny in that large extent will not be allowed to that great an extent.

Monks also mentioned that beyond 2012 our current civilization would understand that the final frontier of science and technology is in area of spirituality and not material physics and chemistry. Beyond 2012, out technologies will take a different direction. People will learn the essence of spirituality, the relation between body and the soul, the reincarnation and the fact we are connected with each other are all part of �God�.

In India and China UFO sightings have increased in many folds. Many say the Chinese and Indian Governments are being contacted by the Extra Terrestrials.

In recent days most UFO activities have been seen in those countries who have indigenously developed Nuke capabilities.

When asked if these extra-terrestrials will show up in reality in 2012, the answers remote viewers are giving is: they will reveal themselves in such a way that none of us scared. They will reveal themselves only if they have to. As our science and technology progresses, we are destined to see them and interact with them any way.

According to the remote viewers, our earth is blessed and is being saved continuously from all kinds of hazards all the time that we are not even aware of. As our technologies progress we will realize how external forces saved us.

Preparation . SG

2009-10-28T17:00:00.004+08:00

Where is a safe place for 2012?

"There are no endings, just new beginnings." If you live life like you should, then even an asteroid landing right on your head can't deny you your new beginning.

2012 its the beginning of earths visible transformation, its not going to all happen in one night it will take a while for things to be take place..

between now & then, OFCOURSE bad things are going to happen, thats life, no different from any other day...
just try and rid your self of your inner weaknesses, your egos.

My advice is for everyone else to do the same. Who cares if we die tomorrow? What can be done anyway? Just be with the one you love like any other day.

Safe place?

That's a tricky one here is some advice:

1) avoid living on fault lines if we truly are having a pole shift it will be catastrophic near a fault line
2) avoid the shores as there will be mega tsunamies
3) some say the mountains will be safe well in case of of severe flood it can be safe for a while
4) places near volcanic regions should be avoided

There isn't really a safe place even the underground bunkers of governments will be rendered worthless.
Imagine a portion of the usa going under the sea level what good is a bunker at that time?
Now imagine an asteroid of 1000 metres or even bigger crashing down the surface what protection will a bunker offer?

The hazards of a pole shift are so dire that nothing that you can do will change anything. If your on the wrong place when the pole shift happens you're done. I think places like the dessert in the middle east are the best choice for survival. And this due to the fact that many end
time prophecies will happen around holy places like jeruzalem, medina and mecca.

In fact i think africa and the middle east will be the least affected by the pole s**t europe asia and the us on the other hand will be completely anihilated. Some even state that whole continents might disappear and new ones emerging.

Where you want to be and go there. If your unsure ask for guidance by prayer or whatever form of belief you may use. Your higher self or ask the Angels of light, Angels can't help you unless you ask for help. Don't rely on the powers that be, they aren't going to tell us or warn us, that has already been decided. NASA, the Governments, etc. have decided not to tell us it would upset there agenda. Trust your own knowingness. Watch your dreams or intuition, have you been thinking of a friend that doesn't live in the area? Maybe that's the right place for you. Look them up and see what's going on. Watch where your thoughts lead you to. If you go somewhere and it feels safe be there. If it's your time to go you'll just expire because it was your agreement. There is no death only a transition from one place to another. Good luck in finding your rightful place. Some say be away from fault lines, volcanoes dormant or alive, get away from the shoreline, get above 2500 ft above sea level. I would also think about being in some protected area where the winds would not sweep you away. Because if things go down as some think the winds will be tremendous. So a cave or underground shelter might be a good place to be. Have a stockpile of food and water, if none of this goes down you'll still have food & water to live on and it won't be wasted. It's better to be safe than sorry. Don't rely on an exact date either. It could be months before or months after, the Dec/2012 date is an approximation.

NAMO GUANSHIYIN PUSA
NAMO GUANSHIYIN PUSA NAMO GUANSHIYIN PUSA -/\- Amitofou!!!

2009-04-21T00:27:00.002+08:00

1st of all, i have found a job. Probably starting in the 1st week of June 09. After some months of job hunt, without much luck, i applied for the airforce, police and ica. yep, going to start afresh. will i survive ...

i enjoy the freedom given, as and when.

I remember clearly the interview with Peggy. Peggy was an amazing woman and she was good in interviewing me. well, she read me. I could just remember how she looked at me, her beautiful curls, intense eye-to-eye, i was staring in the face of someone who has taking hardships before groomed into a success wonder.

What do u see yrself in 5 yrs down the road.
It was a lesson i will not forget.

some thoughts...

2008-12-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

its been a long long time since i touch blogspot again... just some updates

Gosh, 6 mths at home doing nothing. i need a job.

March \ resign from PA \ Joined Dennis Wee
June \ i stopped doing the agent work
Sep \ headache \ see pychiatrist at NUH
Nov \ Mri + CT scan at tantockseng hospital results normal
Dec \ thinking of joining ICA \ my head still hurts badly

things i learn....

rule 1 : always do life release, the more the better ( fang shen )
rule 2 : burn more hell money for ancestors and for my past vengeful foes/debtors
rule 3 : donate more money to Buddhist temples and pray more often

i probably spent like 100 evey month to carry out all these activities.

I want my Health to recover!
I miss my friends...

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

lol.

2008-07-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

LOL?

2007-12-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

First day of work.

measure my uniforms + take photo, almost spend half the day

Wendy, Mui Keng, Felix, Desmond and me ..

and so after a long train ride, manage to reach Cashew CC.
Small, not too bad. looks hectic. lol

the staff are friendly..

hmm..

Gambattene!

2007-11-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

...... okay.. blogspot screwed up some time ago..

lol

This is given by my cousin, Cherry,

http://mylittlenewhope.blogspot.com/

very touching. Hope all goes well for her. =D

==just a lil update==

Applied for dell, pwned.

going for Prudential's 3rd interview..
Passion called up, they were pleased with me, yes !
Hopefully i get the job at Passion !!!! pa.gov.sg :)

2007-08-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

Made a decision to study .. started in March

China Gals many many.. hehe

Pretty cool ^^

:)

MDIS!!

Just finish my last paper on last friday, glad that i pass both Business Law and Principles of Marketing & Management, those two were the 2 most tedious of the whole course.

Finished Last paper on friday, went down to watch Rush Hour 3 with Winson .. Ultra hilarious ^^ . Met up with Jusin and Patrick at Fisherman Village after that, let ourselves down and just had a relaxing conversation.. Midnite Summer Breeze is a pretty nice to chill out, the ambiance, the sea view, the surround greens ..

Just glad the exams are all over, and waiting for the results, its good to remember the times we had, doin last min work for almost every exam --; and those edgy times with some of the guys..
Winson ( He said i am his first friend in MDIS ^^) , Benedict ( I am tired leh -.- ) , Justin ( old man drives Alpha Romeo --;) , Patrick ( Mr I-can-and-will-try-to-win-in-everything-^^;)

All the best to all the rest!

Next : Job seeking !

2007-08-14T21:11:00.001+08:00

We are faced with temptation everyday from all areas. Do we take responsibility for the decision to succumb and our personal choices, or blame all sources of temptation around us?

Pity the girl and her bf. Silly girl falling prey to a wolf in sheep clothing

The worst type of people is like the manager who goes around and sleeps around without his wife knowing.

I hope she can be strong and move on in life

http://sgforums.com/?action=thread_display&thread_id=273835

Couples out there, dont ever let this happen to you.

2007-08-10T13:04:00.000+08:00

Nobody is perfect,
but hope lies in crafting a seeming-perfect marriage and like dough,
love is not constant - it has to be remade and remoulded all the time

2007-07-08T18:05:00.000+08:00

Iris' three thoughts of love

Falling out of love is very enlightening For a short while you see the world with new eyes

Love is the difficult realization that something other than oneself is real

We can only learn to love by loving

Iris Murdoch

2007-06-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

Its always nice to meet up with good old friends...

2007-04-18T01:09:00.002+08:00

05-11-09 Thursday

... no hard feelings. Revenge is not the best way to handle your emotions. Be Kind, forgiving and Comppasionate at ALL times :D Peace n Love ! woot~~

***edited***

2007-04-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

With love in heart, you will be loved by all.

If you want to have love, you must pay attention to your own heart first.

A gentleman is like water, which takes the shape of the container into which it flows, he is comfortable in any suituation.

One year ago, on this day i restarted this blog.
Memories echo...

2007-04-12T19:52:00.001+08:00

A worthless piece of clay can always be made into a priceless pottery.
Desmond Ng

2007-04-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

With love in our hearts, all the things are possible, So Seek and you shall find...

i can feel for her.

2007-03-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

At first, when i heard of her death, i was very saddened. She is such a talented artist. It is such a waste to learn that her life was short lived. Just listening to this mtv really awed me as how well she can really sing. In her mtv " A Happy Life" she looked demure, innocent, really sweet and happy. But after realising the real meaning of the lyrics, it seems she like is passing some message. From her eyes, she is really lonely, sometimes people living in insolation, confined in their own world, own thoughts and feelings with no one close to, to share, is really suffering.
I hope people will have friends and lovers to be by their side to help each other alleviate their pain and be able to find happiness in their lives.
I really hope whereever she is right now, it will be a nice place and she would be showered with love and care and never be lonely again.

May the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas Bless her!

Okazaki Ritsuko is a singer and songwriter, reknown for her unique soft whispery vocals. Her major debut as an artist was in 1993, although long before her singing career took off she had been involved in the music industry, composing music for other artists, anime, voice actresses and such. She contributed a lot of music for anime. Her most popular work is For fruits basket, the theme song for the hit anime series "Fruits Basket". In 2002, Okazaki emerged as part of the duo unit MELOCURE with Hinata Megumi. Shortly after the release of their first album, Okazaki passed away on May 5 2004 due to septic shock caused by blood infection

RITSUKO OKAZAKI~ A Happy Life

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkbK4QYJDm0

a happy life
look, even when you turn back
that thing called chance is gone
even if you stir it up, there are times when it won't work
that's right, i am saying all this for you
but i apologize i cannot easily consent
the things i disagree with
although we can get away with lies, in the end we'll surely regret it
we carry the burden of the past, the future as well as the present on our own
so let's suffer
come on out already
it's no use to even talk to that confined back
i, too, have experienced that
the meaning of kindness is hard to define
to words you believe to be nice
could unexpectedly hurt
but even if you struggle with the words you want to say, don't give up
always remember that no one can ever live alone
why do important things come once?
we must decide -- which is good? they all are
well, if it was you, what would you do?
although we don't know the meaning for everything now, we will soon
so don't cast the pain, happiness and secrets away, embrace them forever
because it's my life

2007-02-26T17:04:00.000+08:00

a chance is the hardest gift to receive.
Kairin

2007-01-12T18:57:00.000+08:00

something for 2007 !

love means to open ourselves to the negative as well as the positive - to grief, sorrow, and disappointment as well as to joy, fulfillment, and an intensity of consciousness we did not know was possible before." -- Rollo May

Something about failure and overcoming adversity,

If you break eggs, you make an omelette.

2006-10-12T15:10:00.000+08:00

Getting a soul mate isn't about pushing or wooing.
Its mostly about giving faith to the girl so she knows there's a future with you.

desperate, hot. and sleepy.lol

2006-10-12T09:49:00.000+08:00

[01:55] -> *NS* whois Apple
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[01:56] Apple> exchange number?
[01:56] Apple> exchange number?
[01:56] Apple> exchange number?
[01:56] Apple> exchange number?
[01:56] Apple> exchange number?
[01:56] Apple> exchange number?
[01:56] ixus> ok.. ..
[01:56] ixus> 9********
[01:56] Apple> u wnat my number???
[01:57] ixus> ok..
[01:57] Apple> 9*******
[01:57] Apple> ur nAME?
[01:57] ixus> lawrence
[01:58] > *NS* whois Apple
-[01:58] Apple> wow
[01:58] Apple> u is that guy huh?
[01:58] ixus> nope..
[01:58] ixus> bf208 2 lawrences
[01:58] ixus> i the other one
[01:59] Apple> okie
[01:59] ixus> ;)
[01:59] Apple> sms me ok
[01:59] Apple> my name is penny
[01:59] ixus> ok.zz..
[02:00] Apple> when u sms me?
[02:00] ixus> hmm..when i feel like lor haha
[02:01] Apple> dun like that
[02:02] ixus> ;) asap lahz..
[02:06] Apple> open minded?
[02:06] ixus> huh..wat u mean
[02:07] Apple> sex?
[02:07] ixus> hmm sex..ya..wat about it leh
[02:08] Apple> having sex?
[02:08] Apple> 2getehr
[02:08] ixus> -.-~~
[02:09] ixus> hmm.. ah... i duno wat to say
[02:09] ixus> hahaa
[02:09] Apple> emm
[02:09] Apple> wanna try
[02:10] Apple> i am open minded
[02:13] ixus> huh..i only have sex with the person i love..
[02:15] Apple> u try b4
[02:15] ixus> nope..
[02:15] ixus> wat about u?
[02:17] Apple> nop
[02:21] ixus> to me sex is very sacred ..cannot anyhow
[02:25] Apple> izzit
[02:25] Apple> emmm
[02:25] Apple> why scared
[02:25] Apple> emm
[02:51] Apple> there
[02:52] ixus> ?
[02:54] Apple> sex u wnat
[02:54] Apple> okie lah
[02:54] Apple> on lah!
[02:59] ixus> not interested hahaa
[03:00] -> *NS* whois Apple
-
[03:00] Apple is Apple@qtns03305.singnet.com.sg * Apple
[03:00] Apple on #steadless #NYP-SBM
[03:00] Apple using Boston2.MA.US.GalaxyNet.Org [140.186.123.133] Soon to be the Finest of Fines
[03:00] Apple End of /WHOIS list.
-
[03:01] -> *NS* whois Apple
[03:01] Apple No such nickname
[03:01] Apple End of /WHOIS list.
-
Session Close: Sun May 12 03:04:52 2002

part 2

2006-10-12T09:47:00.000+08:00

Session Start: Sun May 12 00:58:56 2002
[00:58] Session Ident: Apple (Apple@qtns03305.singnet.com.sg)
[00:58] Apple> haha
-
[00:58] Apple is Apple@qtns03305.singnet.com.sg * Apple
[00:58] Apple on #teens #NYP-SBM
[00:58] Apple using Boston2.MA.US.GalaxyNet.Org [140.186.123.133] Soon to be the Finest of Fines
[00:58] Apple End of /WHOIS list.
-
[00:59] Apple> she say is from BF208
[00:59] ixus> bf208? yr frend? or the lawrence
[01:00] Apple> the lawrence
[01:00] ixus> ah ic..
[01:01] Apple> huh
[01:02] ixus> i think he has a gf ..not sure
[01:03] Apple> oopssssss
[01:03] Apple> u know him huh
[01:03] ixus> i same class with him
[01:03] Apple> oic
[01:03] Apple> so qiao
[01:03] ixus> haha..
[01:04] ixus> u from which class
[01:05] Apple> mk104
[01:05] ixus> oic..
[01:08] Apple> yah lor...
[01:08] Apple> he very shuai huh
[01:08] ixus> haha..u helpin yr frend..or yrself hehe
[01:09] Apple> emmm
[01:09] Apple> my friend
[01:10] Apple> dunno how 2 help too
[01:11] ixus> u so good frend hahaha
[01:11] Apple> em
[01:11] Apple> yah
-
[01:11] ixus> hmm..how many people u msg to ask for lawrence?
[01:12] Apple> emmm
[01:12] Apple> 8
[01:12] Apple> y
[01:13] ixus> just asking..lor..
[01:18] Apple> pic?
[01:18] ixus> no pic paiseh
[01:19] Apple> okie
[01:19] Apple> how u look like
[01:19] ixus> me..i look simple..
[01:21] ixus> u leh
[01:22] Apple> emm
[01:22] Apple> i send u my pic
[01:23] ixus> ok!
[01:24] ixus> resend me..i think theres an error
[01:27] ixus> very slow hor.
[01:27] Apple> yah lor
[01:28] ixus> but its ok.. ^^
[01:28] Apple> u planning to find a GF?
[01:29] ixus> i duno..just it come naturally..i guess
[01:31] Apple> mi ugly gal
[01:31] Apple> nothing much
[01:31] ixus> dun say yrself so bad lah
[01:32] Apple> realli
[01:33] ixus> -.-;
[01:35] ixus> which one u? wear spec one izzit hehe
[01:35] Apple> kkeee
[01:35] Apple> ugly irte
[01:35] Apple> huh
[01:35] ixus> ok lahz..
[01:35] Apple> i send u what file?
[01:36] ixus> hsz_1
[01:36] Apple> okie
[01:36] Apple> no spec wan lah
[01:37] ixus> jokin lah..u look ok wat..
[01:37] ixus> dun demoralise yrself..
[01:37] Apple> no ok lah
[01:39] ixus> ..everybody born with diff looks lor..its just u
[01:40] Apple> icic
[01:40] Apple> wanna meet up
[01:42] ixus> na...i just cut hair ..sibei ugly..
[01:42] ixus> stayin at home till it grows
[01:42] ixus> hahahaha
[01:42] Apple> haha
[01:43] Apple> nvm
[01:43] Apple> jus meet lor
[01:43] Apple> what haorstyle u cut
[01:44] ixus> me..cut short....very hot weather killing me
[01:54] Apple> goping liao
[01:54] Apple> exchange number?
[01:55] ixus> goodnite...cya..

this was long time ago, lolx

2006-10-12T09:37:00.000+08:00

Session Start: Sun May 12 00:40:25 2002
[00:40] Session Ident: Apple (Apple@qtns03305.singnet.com.sg)
[00:40] apple>hi
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[00:40] Apple is Apple@qtns03305.singnet.com.sg * Apple
[00:40] Apple on #NYP-SBM
[00:40] Apple using Boston2.MA.US.GalaxyNet.Org [140.186.123.133] Soon to be the Finest of Fines
[00:40] Apple End of /WHOIS list.
-
[00:40] ixus>helloz

[00:41] apple>intro
[00:41] ixus>20m wat bout u
[00:41] apple>19f
[00:41] apple>coz?
[00:42] ixus>bankin n finance
[00:42] apple>oic
[00:42] apple>so where u staying?
[00:43] ixus>jurong east..
[00:43] apple>icic
[00:43] apple>hobby'
[00:43] ixus>-.-
[00:44] ixus>surfnet..play game hehe
[00:44] apple>oic
[00:44] apple>attached?
[00:44] ixus>..y u ask so many questions
[00:44] ixus>--;;
[00:44] apple>okie
[00:45] ixus>ok my turn ask u back
[00:45] ixus>u from which coz?
[00:45] apple>marketing
[00:46] ixus>ah..ic... so where u staying
[00:46] apple>amk
[00:46] apple>attached?
[00:46] ixus>attached to what hehe
[00:48] apple>girlfriend??
[00:48] ixus>joking..not attached
[00:48] apple>oic
[00:48] apple>why lehz?
[00:48] apple>standard toooo high huh
[00:48] ixus>i never go hunting.. hehe
[00:49] apple>u know a guy call lawrence in banking?
[00:49] ixus>hmm..there are a few lawrences in banking
[00:49] apple>emmm
[00:49] apple>think
[00:50] apple>handsoem guy
[00:50] apple>long hair.,.
[00:50] ixus>hmmx..not quite sure
[00:50] apple>okie loh
[00:50] ixus>he which class?
[00:51] apple>i thought u can help me..
[00:51] ixus>hmm long hair...got wear specs?
[00:51] apple>i think he always with 2 gals...& a skinny guy
[00:51] apple>no wear specs
[00:51] ixus>how long u mean long?
[00:51] apple>emmm
[00:51] ixus>the hairlength
[00:51] apple>like chen xiao dong hair loh
[00:52] ixus>not sure
[00:52] apple>okie loh
[00:52] ixus>u interested in him huh?
[00:53] apple>no
[00:53] apple>my friend
[00:54] ixus>ah ic...
[00:54] apple>yah
[00:54] apple>keke
[00:54] apple>so troublesome
[00:55] ixus>haha...y not in school..find him
[00:55] ixus>haha
Session close: Sun May 12 00:57:45 2002

2006-10-12T09:22:00.000+08:00

Life was originally simple and HAPPY
We only toil and suffer in STUDIES
At first only A-B-C
-,+,divide and 1-2-3.
Primary 6 is kan-cheong PSLE
Then go up to SECONDARY
Must learn HISTORY and GEOGRAPHY
Physics, bio and CHEMISTRY
After O levels go JC
Some will choose to go POLY.
This hot and humid little COUNTRY
Somehow seems to have many ENEMIES
Boys 18 years old must go ARMY
After that then enter UNIVERSITY.
Girls here always watch TV
Often skip class and CHIAK LEOW BEE
If you ask them do some DUTIES
They'll just shout " Alamak ! " and cry for MUMMY.
Can study, continue STUDY

Can't study, work FACTORY
Cannot rely on CHARITY
Work like hell and earn just a little SALARY
After CPF and INCOME TAX, you'll be lucky that
you still can buy ROTI
Save money lor use MRT
Colleagues formerly seem FRIENDLY
Daily treated to their tea and COFFEE
Now they gradually get CRAZY
Worst still behind me say I LAZY.
Bosses every where have no SYMPATHY
Work always must HURRY HURRY
Say I always take MC
Often make me do OT
Midnight go back in TAXI
Midnight surcharge ERP
Cause my bank account NO MONEY
Nowadays you pity POSB
DBS just want EXTRA FEE
Got cheek and say " Nothing is FREE !
Boy/girl friend-friend become STEADY
Serious pak-tor and then MARRY
Waste-time and money on ceremony and dinner PARTY
Still got joker-friends just give PANTY
After marry no more HONEY-HONEY
Two years later become DADDY
Wife at KK give birth to BABY
Name given is DO RE MI
Monthly pay back HDB
Moonlight anything including KARANG GUNI
Earn not enough FEEL GUILTY
Jump river suicide and want to MATI
Maybe life is really not that EASY
Better go to heaven and be FAIRY
...............

You say FUNNY or no FUNNY ?

2006-09-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

Don't cry because it's over ,Smile because it happened..

Don't look at me like tis unless u will look at me yer entire life..

2006-09-26T11:45:00.000+08:00

葉啟田

一时失志不免怨叹
一时落魄不免胆寒
那通失去希望每日醉茫茫
无魂有体亲像稻草人
人生可比是海上的波浪
有时起有时落好运歹命
总吗要照起工来行
三分天注定七分靠打拼
爱拼才会赢

2006-09-07T13:26:00.000+08:00

live interview done in the states.

Q.Star Wars is based on a true story.true or false.

A.(person on street) True.

2006-08-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

my bro had a mt faber sky dining voucher for 2 worth abt $180 totally for free uncluding the cable car ride, today i brought my parents to mt faber hoping that they can use the vouncher and enjoy a dinner on the cable car by themselves. however my dad pester me to join. since the dinner is $88 per person i was reluntant and just ordered a cup of tea.

at the end of the dinner i was abt to pay up when the manager decided to apologize to me for the waiting time, as a result, he decided my dinner is on the house.. totally free! lolx..

free $88 dinner on cablecar whahahha >.<

a nice webby

http://www.kktanhp.com/doctoring.htm

2006-08-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

Love is not a Possession but a thought....

2006-07-30T10:14:00.000+08:00

i thought it was dead. playing dead. then i realised...

sleeping on my fnger!! !*%@$!&$!&$!*

2006-07-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

Ants.

and what better to associate them with food.

leftover food , sugar = ants.

I don't know if its the mating season or what. But recently the population of ants has been increasing rapidly.

As a Buddhist, i learn to treat all sentiel beings with love.

Even the smallest of all creatures like ants, we must treat them with care.
Buddhist believe even insects could be our parents in past lives many eons ago.

What does it mean to be kind to insects, for a start, if we see a drowning ant in a glass of water, dip yr finger and save it. But becareful, it is very fragile. IF you kill it accidently, you would have to pay the kamma.

Actually, i rescued drowning ants countless times, and i sort of discover something about them.

Like humans, they also need to grasp for air ! they will rest on yr finger till the water dries up completely. its very amazing. and sometimes after drying up they would not crawl away. instead it stays there even though you tried blowing at it!

so what is the ant thinking ?? actually they have survival skills too.
They are playing dead thats what they are doing. who would have guessed. Playing dead to trick the predator, in that case, its me! Ants are amazing creatures! lol..

So what the heck!

Just today, i wanted to throw away the basket of rubbish from the kitchen and i see all these little ants attacking the bits of food leftover.
It wouldnt be nice if you seperate them from their family and colony.
so i spend like 20 mins tapping the pail of rubbish to arouse their attention to return.. go back home lah.. i repeated -.-//

and only 20 mins, 80% of them have left and return back. yes back to my kitchen, somewhere in between the craks =.=. but some didnt, they were mesmerise by the food.
Even though their stomachs were big and bloated but they didnt want to depart with precious food. But why? i disturb them even more, plz go back, i dont want to seperate you guys from your colony. But ITS INEVITABLE.

LIKE HUMANS BEINGS, THEY ARE GREEDY. THEY DO NOT KNOW WHEN TO LET GO.
Clinging on to the last.
Its not that i am cruel, i tried my best to warn them. but they are so greedy. it corrupts them and cost them to be seperated from the colony.

See what greed has done to them, they were all thrown down the rubbish chute with the leftovers.

This is what could happen to us, if we are greedy in life.

2006-07-20T21:32:00.000+08:00

we are all in the ocean of suffering. Powerless against the work of kamma, like a boat drifting in the sea, pushed by the wind and currents, we do not know where we will end up .. would it be good or would it be bad..

life is right in any case. we must sail on!

Sometimes, the ride isnt smooth, and we wish that we survive the journey.
I like my ride worthwhile in anycase.

In the sea, information is very crucial to sailors. From seacharts, radar, echosounders, seaknowledge and to the skills of the men..

I spend more than one year in coast guard and i know that pretty well, mere ignorance of any part of the men would lead to tragedy.

The oceans and wind are determined by seacurrents. Hot and Cold.
For commercial liners, to save cost on fuel and to cut time and money, knowing the temperature of the currents are very important.

In Science, we are taught that Hot air moves up and Cold air sinks. This is call convection current. They move in a circular anti-clockwise direction.

To save cost, sea liners would determine the temperature and move with the direction of the currents. This is because the ship will go with the flow and definately cut down on fuel consumption. If the ship would to go directly straight to its destination from A to B ,disregarding whether its hot or cold, it will surely end up slower than then ship taking the hot current.

You see. Life is like this.
Sometimes it isnt smooth and it sucks. A wise person will take ride the hot current than go against it. A longer journey on the hot current, means one will have to take a big detour. ITS LONGER, BUT , YOU REACH THE DESTINATION FASTER than riding on the cold current.

and you save cost and time.

In life, going all straight isnt the best thing. take time to compose yourself and see if the wait is worth it..

Live your life with conviction.

Have faith and patience that after waiting it will be better.

just like myself, i am waiting and waiting..

i hope someone out there will benefit from this..

2006-06-20T11:25:00.000+08:00

"When their eyes first meet, an eternity of remembrances swirl about them.
When their hands touch, they recall the beginning of time..."

2006-05-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Love does not make the world go round, it makes the ride worthwhile.

Follow your heart's desires and it will lead u to great adventures.

It is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.

knowing love, i will allow all things to come and go
to be as sufferless as the wind
and take everything that comes with great courage
life is right at any case
my heart is as open as the sky..

" .... "

2006-04-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

dance as though no one is watching you
love as though you have never been hurt before
sing as though no one can hear you
live as though heaven is on earth.

Lawrence, 2006
When i was looking at the universe, it looked back.